Sunday, November 20, 2011

My new blog

Allow me too introduce myself too you.

I think that you should get too know me on a certain a level since this a blog about my life: things that happen through out the day that I happen to find interesting enough too blog about. But I also have one other purpose: to help motivate me and other kids my age to work hard for theyre future. At 13, it's too young to be "living in the present" since it's only the start.

My name is Jayd Lese (Real spelling is Jade Elyse, but I prefer Jayd Lese).
I live in Cuyahoga Falls, Ohio, and I am proud too say that :).
I am 13 years old and I am in 7th grade. I currently go too K12 OHVA Online school. I find this one a better and easier school progran then going to the middle school down the street. Why? Because I work at my own pace and don't have to worry about other students. I am currently trying hard to end school early, but need to motivation (read more for full story).

Right now, like I said above, am trying to work hard for my future and I am trying to start school early.

Obviously, when you are little, you dream of growing up and moving into a big fairytale house and having little prince and princesses and living happily ever after singing or acting or being a vet. Later on in life, you find out that's not really how it happens..

Growing up, I always thought highly of myself and expected my parents to be my safety net. That ended in these past few years, when my dad put off paying for our car so many times, we lost it. And that was after we lost our cable because he didn't pay for it. But after all of that I found out one thing that really disapointed me: I was 13, and my parent's hadn't saved a dime for my college, and when they pushed me too do my best, it wasn't so I could feel proud or win a... award or whatever. It was so I would get a scholarship. Right now, it seems like if I don't get my schooling done by 16, into a million art programs, and get the highest test scores, my life. is. screwed. Now, if they had told me they only had saved up, say, five hundread dollars, I wouldn't be so mad. But then it costs eight thousand something to go to the school I want, I tend to find it upsetting that not a nickle was saved.

This blog is NOT for your enjoyment, it's for mine. It's so I can look back at a few old posts and smile and try to recall those days and details and memories. It's so that you can see how I am doing, and see how hard I am trying. Expect few laughs and pathetic out looks from a 13 year old. That, and many spelling errors.